creampies

This all began last summer when I was a counselor at a camp for underprivileged kids. I was there for a total of 12 weeks and during the second week of my stay I was swimming in the lake when this guy, who I had noticed before, swam up to me and introduced himself as Calvin. He was very good looking, tall, muscular and black. At that time I was 17 and still a virgin, but my body was having some very non-virginal reactions. We talked for a while, then went to my towel and lied down, my eyes couldn't get enough of him. He invited me to meet him and go for a walk after lights out when the campers are in bed. We met at the camp gate, started walking in the woods. He held my hand for a short distance, then put his arms around my shoulders. I was going crazy at the pleasure of seeing his black hand on my very fair skin. Finally we stopped, sat down at a picnic table area, and he kissed me, and I melted. His hands rubbed my back, my shoulders, then under my tank top, then to the frontse. I didn't want that shirt on anymore so I pulled it off just as he unsnapped my bra. It fell open, I shrugged it off my shoulders and he began kissing my breasts, sucking softly on my nipples. There I was, naked to the waist with a boy I had met just a few hours earlier and he was doing to me what no boy had done before (they had tried, I had said no). I was the one now who was enjoying my nudity, I pushed on the elastic of my shorts, hooked my fingers in my panties and pushed both off. Now I was wonderfully naked. He kissed my body all over, put his hand on my pussy, gently inserted a finger inside me and began rubbing my slit, then moved higher to my clit. No hand but my own had ever done that. He began pulling off his clothes, his tee-shirt, his shorts, his briefs, and there we stood. I reached down and began touching his cock, running my hand up and down his hardness, reaching under him to touch his balls. In the moonlight our bodies together turned me on in the same way his hand had done earlier. I kissed him again and said "Cal, I'm a virgin but I would like to make love with you, I want you to be the first." I lay back on the table, spread my legs and he entered me. It hurt just briefly, then the pleasure overcame me and I was in heaven. For the next ten weeks of camp we made love on the average of five times a week, then we separated and he left for Peace Corps work in Mali.

Now, my problem. I think about my sex with Cal all the time but do not have any desire to have sex with white guys but the small town I live in has no black population. I am not in a position to travel to a larger city alone, still living at home as I do. I would love to know what you think about my experience. I would love to correspond with other white females who have had a similar experience. I would also love for any black man who wishes to write to me and I will write back. So, I would be happy if you published my e-mail address.

Thank you, thanks for the site that lets me realize that there are a whole bunch of other white females like me. Love, Kristen